Thursday, March 29, 2012
To the cat...
If I have the ability beyond physics, I would. When you understand how daylight gives birth to night; dies. When i speak and my words are no longer my words and my feelings are no longer mine. In the deepest part of my soul, listening to the vibrations that filled the light. Rattled by the wind as it continuously weakens me every time I stood strong. With the compass against my chest i move on determinedly and cautiously. I must not give up now. As i race to catch time, time collapsed me. Each step I take, ripples into a million paths set before. Overwhelmed by the by desire to break through the darkness. I believe in you and my compass as my guide towards you.
Monday, September 26, 2011
Painting the walls
Why is it so hard? Is it true two different worlds can't meet?
Defeats the term opposites attracts. Its simple yet complex. You can paint the walls over and over again. No matter how you paint it or what colour it is, a wall is always a wall. I realise that. Im game for it. I believe in it and no matter how many times it cracks i will mend it.
It's feelings and the paints on the wall symbolizes reflections. Past, present and future. But in reality it's not what see but how you feel it. The rational behind it and the qualities.
If the painter is the creator, the creator is the painting on the wall; emotional, spiritually and physically; Goals and achievements that only preserves your selfbeing. You are who you are.
The wall welcomes but behind close doors.Only by affections and sincerity you can unlock those creativity to reality, but disabled by the fact that it shines behind a body of clouded past hence going forward is the hardest; blanket by an exterior interest which uplifts the moods for only that short moment in time.
If you can feel the walls you will understand the texture that underlining the obvious. You don't have to look around and think before painting on it as i believe ultimately from the very beginning you already had it. Put me on your spot. Let me guide your hand. I will not let it go. Follow the brush as it only flows from the trust within. Fear not. Im not blind to see. Im the one who say its ok and hope that you won't let go of the brush along the way. Perhaps now its not the time. As time converge us not.
Picking up the different paints that lies besides you, as you gaze upon the dried ones on the floor. Now I am the sun and i will dry up all your sadness and bring you to a new horizon. No more tears from lady rain, because i recognise the heartbeat of a creator. I held your palm to your chest and gently comfort your soul. Telling You are safe now, i accept and greatfully appreciated, bringing us together once more as for the wall awaits us. - ashahry
Defeats the term opposites attracts. Its simple yet complex. You can paint the walls over and over again. No matter how you paint it or what colour it is, a wall is always a wall. I realise that. Im game for it. I believe in it and no matter how many times it cracks i will mend it.
It's feelings and the paints on the wall symbolizes reflections. Past, present and future. But in reality it's not what see but how you feel it. The rational behind it and the qualities.
If the painter is the creator, the creator is the painting on the wall; emotional, spiritually and physically; Goals and achievements that only preserves your selfbeing. You are who you are.
The wall welcomes but behind close doors.Only by affections and sincerity you can unlock those creativity to reality, but disabled by the fact that it shines behind a body of clouded past hence going forward is the hardest; blanket by an exterior interest which uplifts the moods for only that short moment in time.
If you can feel the walls you will understand the texture that underlining the obvious. You don't have to look around and think before painting on it as i believe ultimately from the very beginning you already had it. Put me on your spot. Let me guide your hand. I will not let it go. Follow the brush as it only flows from the trust within. Fear not. Im not blind to see. Im the one who say its ok and hope that you won't let go of the brush along the way. Perhaps now its not the time. As time converge us not.
Picking up the different paints that lies besides you, as you gaze upon the dried ones on the floor. Now I am the sun and i will dry up all your sadness and bring you to a new horizon. No more tears from lady rain, because i recognise the heartbeat of a creator. I held your palm to your chest and gently comfort your soul. Telling You are safe now, i accept and greatfully appreciated, bringing us together once more as for the wall awaits us. - ashahry
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Like planting a seed
Be wary of the words you say. Be careful of the intentions you possess. Be cautious of the steps and the reminiscent. Take a step back, pause a second and feel it. These are the few measures that can improve the way we engage or interact with a second party or in a conference.
I believe that even before the genesis of weapons and tools way back in the beginning of time, speeches are the first weapon ever created.
Through feelings we give off emotions, from motions we let off sounds and from the thoughts we create speeches. From my understanding and personal opinion it is like planting a seed in a person heart.
I believe that even before the genesis of weapons and tools way back in the beginning of time, speeches are the first weapon ever created.
Through feelings we give off emotions, from motions we let off sounds and from the thoughts we create speeches. From my understanding and personal opinion it is like planting a seed in a person heart.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Story so far ..
What are the real purpose in this life for me dear god?
It's not only about the goals and achieving trophies and results or my religion; the gift that you blessed me with. There must be more than meets the eye. Give me a vision, a sign, show me the purpose for me to contribute or guide those that in need of my help.
I'm sick and tired from looking at things around me. Things that blanket and blocked off my path. If only i can choose to live life the way i want to.
I'm thankful of what you given to me. Good or bad.
I want to view this world in a different perspective. I want to pierce through this materialistic world for the greatness of your creation and understand my journey to you. After all, all of mine is yours and my abilities and capabilities are the gifts that you given me. I want to know myself beyond my flesh and blood.
All of my senses and emotions are just temporary for me here in this chapter of the path to you.
As i await when the time comes... i am truly yours with open arms.
It's not only about the goals and achieving trophies and results or my religion; the gift that you blessed me with. There must be more than meets the eye. Give me a vision, a sign, show me the purpose for me to contribute or guide those that in need of my help.
I'm sick and tired from looking at things around me. Things that blanket and blocked off my path. If only i can choose to live life the way i want to.
I'm thankful of what you given to me. Good or bad.
I want to view this world in a different perspective. I want to pierce through this materialistic world for the greatness of your creation and understand my journey to you. After all, all of mine is yours and my abilities and capabilities are the gifts that you given me. I want to know myself beyond my flesh and blood.
All of my senses and emotions are just temporary for me here in this chapter of the path to you.
As i await when the time comes... i am truly yours with open arms.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Faceplates
I'm intrigued by the faceplate of the nature of understanding. Mirror image but one's vantage is not the same as the other. For short let's put it this way, a triangle; base is the case study, the 2 lines converge are my view and your view. the tip that it peaks is the main objective.
Today is the rebirth, the rejuvenated "Mana", the source of life.Treat it like the 1st day you live again and yesterday you died.What do you feel like accomplishing right at this moment.
"Mana" is an indigenous Pacific islander concept of an impersonal force or quality that resides in people, animals, and inanimate objects. The word is a cognate in many Oceanic languages, including Melanesian, Polynesian, and Micronesian. In anthropological discourse, "Mana" as a generalized concept is often understood as a precursor to formal religion. It has commonly been interpreted as "the stuff of which magic is formed", as well as the substance of which souls are made.
Only if we could unlock the secrets of life.We know that our life-spent can sustained just a handful of decades. Live the day everyday the fullest and enjoy it. Don't complain rather just wind back up those loose strings. Be tough. Be in control.Life is about many possibilities and probabilities. Grab the opportunity, cherish the experience and go to great heights. There are no limit.
We are like vessels, personally i find that there many major factors which contribute to one's constitution. The three of what i can think right now are skills development, financial stability and the standard of living.
These three factors contributes to the whole upbringing traditions that passes down from the generations to generations as it branches out into more sub-factors.
To conclude, i believe that the way of life and living shares no secret to how the people in the worlds see's today, however to the eye's of the beholder it seems unlikely so.
Today is the rebirth, the rejuvenated "Mana", the source of life.Treat it like the 1st day you live again and yesterday you died.What do you feel like accomplishing right at this moment.
"Mana" is an indigenous Pacific islander concept of an impersonal force or quality that resides in people, animals, and inanimate objects. The word is a cognate in many Oceanic languages, including Melanesian, Polynesian, and Micronesian. In anthropological discourse, "Mana" as a generalized concept is often understood as a precursor to formal religion. It has commonly been interpreted as "the stuff of which magic is formed", as well as the substance of which souls are made.
Only if we could unlock the secrets of life.We know that our life-spent can sustained just a handful of decades. Live the day everyday the fullest and enjoy it. Don't complain rather just wind back up those loose strings. Be tough. Be in control.Life is about many possibilities and probabilities. Grab the opportunity, cherish the experience and go to great heights. There are no limit.
We are like vessels, personally i find that there many major factors which contribute to one's constitution. The three of what i can think right now are skills development, financial stability and the standard of living.
These three factors contributes to the whole upbringing traditions that passes down from the generations to generations as it branches out into more sub-factors.
To conclude, i believe that the way of life and living shares no secret to how the people in the worlds see's today, however to the eye's of the beholder it seems unlikely so.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Change.
When you look around and things start to change very fast. Places that you normally go to and the people you always meet were'nt the same as before. Strong figures that you always look upon to and signs start to turn and look away. You are trapped within yourself and wonder what you have done in your life. "I'm i okay?" Nobody can hear and no one around to lend a hand except yourself. So you lay low and lead an average life without having needs that are unnecessary. A hard life but a meaningful one.
The means of possibilities channels through your command. As your mind are trained from experience you had before and only the minimal you felt are meaningful. The more you are at ease and stay in a single spot, the more you a further away from whats in the future to become.
When you come to your senses how things keep going forward and you realize you are the same when you are 18 and you are now 28.
-Ashahry
The means of possibilities channels through your command. As your mind are trained from experience you had before and only the minimal you felt are meaningful. The more you are at ease and stay in a single spot, the more you a further away from whats in the future to become.
When you come to your senses how things keep going forward and you realize you are the same when you are 18 and you are now 28.
-Ashahry
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Cleansing and Virtues
Another month draws to a close and the birth of a new one.
The start of Ramadan. The month of pure cleansing and virtues.
I'm so happy I'm born as a Muslim and Islam is my religion to my grave.
It's always been a challenge from young and till where i am right now, to be a better person each day.What ever it is, its all about reflection. Events that came and past by whether its good or a bad one.Living our life to the utmost fullest just be happy with what you have my fellow readers.
Remember when we're gone from this earth surface, all our possession will be left behind.
To my fellow Muslim, the obstacle that we go through in this special month is just a test for us as we fast.Its all about "wanting". Be strong, you will overcome it if you believe in yourself. Have faith and you be much more stronger as a person.
Lastly, remember that everything comes with a price is easily replace, things that are priceless are the ones that we earn by our hearts. So when you happen to have the opportunity of a lifetime, treasure it, you won't know how much it worth until it's lost forever.
The start of Ramadan. The month of pure cleansing and virtues.
I'm so happy I'm born as a Muslim and Islam is my religion to my grave.
It's always been a challenge from young and till where i am right now, to be a better person each day.What ever it is, its all about reflection. Events that came and past by whether its good or a bad one.Living our life to the utmost fullest just be happy with what you have my fellow readers.
Remember when we're gone from this earth surface, all our possession will be left behind.
To my fellow Muslim, the obstacle that we go through in this special month is just a test for us as we fast.Its all about "wanting". Be strong, you will overcome it if you believe in yourself. Have faith and you be much more stronger as a person.
Lastly, remember that everything comes with a price is easily replace, things that are priceless are the ones that we earn by our hearts. So when you happen to have the opportunity of a lifetime, treasure it, you won't know how much it worth until it's lost forever.
Friday, August 7, 2009
What really matters to you?
What really matters to you? Is it money? love? status? Or what not.
Think again. Does it really matter? When life is equal to death.
When sands are equal to the oceans. When you put yourself into a situation where all of these things are not a necessity to you anymore.
How funny is it the world right now. Where there is a need for everything when in the beginning we survive with just the basic tools and trades. To be honest, in today modern society it is all about surviving then just living. Well to be fair, majority are trapped in a bubble.
For example; A bubble in a sense that, middle-class working people who live their life just enough to support themselves, working for the government and paying bills and taxes till they age. But importantly i believe they are the heartbeat and stability of the world economy.
Too many things to achieve in such a short time. To me, we must always remember that in life there is a balance. We must always be content with what we have and what we don't have and even through the hardest of times and the easiest, there are actually life lesson behind every path we take. Open up your heart and mind before every decision that you make.
Thus the decision that you take, will eventually feed your soul. The one soul that keeps your body in motion.
Think again. Does it really matter? When life is equal to death.
When sands are equal to the oceans. When you put yourself into a situation where all of these things are not a necessity to you anymore.
How funny is it the world right now. Where there is a need for everything when in the beginning we survive with just the basic tools and trades. To be honest, in today modern society it is all about surviving then just living. Well to be fair, majority are trapped in a bubble.
For example; A bubble in a sense that, middle-class working people who live their life just enough to support themselves, working for the government and paying bills and taxes till they age. But importantly i believe they are the heartbeat and stability of the world economy.
Too many things to achieve in such a short time. To me, we must always remember that in life there is a balance. We must always be content with what we have and what we don't have and even through the hardest of times and the easiest, there are actually life lesson behind every path we take. Open up your heart and mind before every decision that you make.
Thus the decision that you take, will eventually feed your soul. The one soul that keeps your body in motion.
Friday, July 31, 2009
This lifetime
I was given a chance to experience life.
Born to see the light of day and the darkest hours of the night.
One of my lifetime that i will keep with me forever. Alhamdullilah.
To me this is the most purest gift that god has created.
Just to wake up from bed and see the world again. That is the best gift ever.
Sometimes i felt that it won't be long. Visions of the reality seems too heavy to accept.
To me what i search for are not things that come with price tags and brands but life lessons and skills that prepare me for the final day. Its possible to lead a life like that but preferably just lead a life that have a balance. Average and content.
We are not like angels which is pure and sinless. Nevertheless there are ways that we could cleanse ourself.Spiritually and physically. It is not to late. Better late than never. The world gonna end someday. Regardless of our race or religion, skin or language. We are all part of god creation.
Seek for peace and forgiveness. Someday you readers will feel what i felt too.
That is a gift and so are you.
- Ashahry
Born to see the light of day and the darkest hours of the night.
One of my lifetime that i will keep with me forever. Alhamdullilah.
To me this is the most purest gift that god has created.
Just to wake up from bed and see the world again. That is the best gift ever.
Sometimes i felt that it won't be long. Visions of the reality seems too heavy to accept.
To me what i search for are not things that come with price tags and brands but life lessons and skills that prepare me for the final day. Its possible to lead a life like that but preferably just lead a life that have a balance. Average and content.
We are not like angels which is pure and sinless. Nevertheless there are ways that we could cleanse ourself.Spiritually and physically. It is not to late. Better late than never. The world gonna end someday. Regardless of our race or religion, skin or language. We are all part of god creation.
Seek for peace and forgiveness. Someday you readers will feel what i felt too.
That is a gift and so are you.
- Ashahry
Friday, May 15, 2009
Pool of emotions
Here is an original painting i made.
"I have a feeling of being torn apart. Those two faces resemble two sides of me and the red is my feeling. Those small hands at the bottom are constantly reaching out or maybe to pool the emotions together and the blue color at the foreground, that's the exterior of it all. Whats inside is not what you see outside. The positive and the negative thinking like the 2 sides of the person the good and the bad"
- Ashahry
"I have a feeling of being torn apart. Those two faces resemble two sides of me and the red is my feeling. Those small hands at the bottom are constantly reaching out or maybe to pool the emotions together and the blue color at the foreground, that's the exterior of it all. Whats inside is not what you see outside. The positive and the negative thinking like the 2 sides of the person the good and the bad"
- Ashahry
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Sometimes even when you know your special one long enough....
Sometimes even when you know your special one long enough....
It doesn't mean that it guarantees that you are in control of what he or she desire.
It doesn't mean that you can foresee or foretell the journey.
Until the day it come crashing down on you.
Like a pile of dreams of love & life stories smashes and breaks onto your face in to small pieces of glasses that reflected on the each other...the small hopes that everyday you prayed for.
Until the day it come crashing upon you, you realize that all your effort and sacrifices are just worthless. Worthless in the sense that it doesn't sum up to what you pledged with your special someone, the promises that you said to each other.You slowly pick up a piece of glass from the shattered pieces and you grab in the palm of your hand. You clench as hard as possible so that it pierces through your flesh. Then you felt satisfied because that is how the pain feels externally.
Today is your day to cry. One day will be theirs. Internally your heart misses a beat...another and another. You became short of breathe and you feel that life is gonna end. All you could think is just how much you love and care so much. Blinded by their own selfish feelings to see the truth, they forgotten why they fall for you in the first place.
Sometimes even when you know your special one long enough....
Sometimes the person that hurt you the most is the person that you love the most....
-Ashahry
It doesn't mean that it guarantees that you are in control of what he or she desire.
It doesn't mean that you can foresee or foretell the journey.
Until the day it come crashing down on you.
Like a pile of dreams of love & life stories smashes and breaks onto your face in to small pieces of glasses that reflected on the each other...the small hopes that everyday you prayed for.
Until the day it come crashing upon you, you realize that all your effort and sacrifices are just worthless. Worthless in the sense that it doesn't sum up to what you pledged with your special someone, the promises that you said to each other.You slowly pick up a piece of glass from the shattered pieces and you grab in the palm of your hand. You clench as hard as possible so that it pierces through your flesh. Then you felt satisfied because that is how the pain feels externally.
Today is your day to cry. One day will be theirs. Internally your heart misses a beat...another and another. You became short of breathe and you feel that life is gonna end. All you could think is just how much you love and care so much. Blinded by their own selfish feelings to see the truth, they forgotten why they fall for you in the first place.
Sometimes even when you know your special one long enough....
Sometimes the person that hurt you the most is the person that you love the most....
-Ashahry
Sunday, April 5, 2009
How many?
How many times you wake up and got a chance to see the world again?
How many seconds?
How many tears and joy you see in your parents eyes?
How many step you took?
How many hours a day you travel?
How many sleepless nights?
How many times you feel that you are special?
How many words you speak?
How many times you wake up and you got a chance to see the world again?
-Ashahry
How many seconds?
How many tears and joy you see in your parents eyes?
How many step you took?
How many hours a day you travel?
How many sleepless nights?
How many times you feel that you are special?
How many words you speak?
How many times you wake up and you got a chance to see the world again?
-Ashahry
Monday, March 23, 2009
Humanity
No matter what race, religions, languages or even species, we are human after all. Through the hard times and historical events that occurs in the past, that what made us what we are today. We are the survivors, the last living prodigies of this living race on earth today. Generations after generations we evolved and molded. Yes we became a race. Humanity that once didn’t even exist. But do we act like one?
No matter what are the circumstances, we knew that we are distracted. By what? Well its evidently the truth. We seek for what we believe in and for all that we care by the end of the day, those pointed fingers that you mock, protest, slay, killed, its still us, the human race. No doubt, majority of us aware of these behaviors and propaganda circulating. Its the nature of our brains to react to this kind of situation. With the media all around us. We took advantage, but how it brainwashes and stereotypes to what one person beliefs is another. The greed of one person changes all the outcome. A chain of reaction than leads to cumulative feelings outburst itself to the scenarios we don’t even imagine. Greed controls one person kindness to the other ones advantage. It destroys but just imagine what other things you can do if you have the control over the world it self if you got the “formula”, but deadly in the wrong geniuses hand.
Humans also are greedy for knowledge. Its either good or bad. Well knowledge is the power that works like pistol. Imagine the right combination of a gunpowder, the material of the bullet and the velocity that hits into the brain. Vast of knowledge in an instant. True? As a result, it open up our minds into a different world. How we view the world today may not be same as before or the future. Eventually it triggers off questions. Questions after questions until we are satisfied.
Are we content what we have today? Whatever the answer that lies in your heart and mind, we have to be strong and keep the faith. Even from the different roots of our forefather that we came, the different religions and teachings that we belief in, we have to respect one another and also a helping hand in times in need. By the end of the day, every beginning of the journey we took, has its different routes and paths. Every choice that we made have its different ending.
Ultimately appreciate what we are today because we are gifted with souls, heart, mind and feelings. We are humans for god sake.
Personally to me when something, an emotion or an action becomes greedy, the cause is lost.
- Ashahry
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The Key
People say love is the key to life. It will even end all wars and brings new meaning to life. Yet love could kill us all. That’s how powerful love is. But the most important of all love gave us all hopes and dreams alive and even the strength to carry on in life. But why does love even exist?
Is it real or is it just a human infatuation to something that doesn’t even exist at all. Or did we human developed this expression?
People get in and out from breakups, marriages, even religion. Or did god just simply put ‘magnets’ in our souls so that we do attract to people when we feel right. Its fascinating to the theory opposite attracts. Why do we attract? Simply because there is a balance in life. Hence love create streams of life which leads to never ending adventure in a novel. Like keys on the piano different pitches and tones simulate different reaction to feeling and mood.
From here, its a chain reaction when someone’s in love. A trigger that is pure yet deadly.Sometimes love itself is a time-bomb. Every second it ticks you get deeper in the dark hole alone. And you feel its killing you. Like electron into your veins, a trigger button that changes humans to animals. You get trap in a vicious cycle call depression.
Typical of us to foresee this circumstances in front of us like a crash dummy into a brick wall. But let me remind you. You still in love. You become blinded and only sense you could use is your basic instinct.Sometimes love itself is the one thing.
To shape an animal to a human, its hard. Its true. A second chance to get back to your once perfect life that you had before you found love. How ironic.
Is it real or is it just a human infatuation to something that doesn’t even exist at all. Or did we human developed this expression?
People get in and out from breakups, marriages, even religion. Or did god just simply put ‘magnets’ in our souls so that we do attract to people when we feel right. Its fascinating to the theory opposite attracts. Why do we attract? Simply because there is a balance in life. Hence love create streams of life which leads to never ending adventure in a novel. Like keys on the piano different pitches and tones simulate different reaction to feeling and mood.
From here, its a chain reaction when someone’s in love. A trigger that is pure yet deadly.Sometimes love itself is a time-bomb. Every second it ticks you get deeper in the dark hole alone. And you feel its killing you. Like electron into your veins, a trigger button that changes humans to animals. You get trap in a vicious cycle call depression.
Typical of us to foresee this circumstances in front of us like a crash dummy into a brick wall. But let me remind you. You still in love. You become blinded and only sense you could use is your basic instinct.Sometimes love itself is the one thing.
To shape an animal to a human, its hard. Its true. A second chance to get back to your once perfect life that you had before you found love. How ironic.
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