Sometimes even when you know your special one long enough....

Sometimes even when you know your special one long enough....

It doesn't mean that it guarantees that you are in control of what he or she desire.
It doesn't mean that you can foresee or foretell the journey.
Until the day it come crashing down on you.
Like a pile of dreams of love & life stories smashes and breaks onto your face in to small pieces of glasses that reflected on the each other...the small hopes that everyday you prayed for.

Until the day it come crashing upon you, you realize that all your effort and sacrifices are just worthless. Worthless in the sense that it doesn't sum up to what you pledged with your special someone, the promises that you said to each other.You slowly pick up a piece of glass from the shattered pieces and you grab in the palm of your hand. You clench as hard as possible so that it pierces through your flesh. Then you felt satisfied because that is how the pain feels externally.

Today is your day to cry. One day will be theirs. Internally your heart misses a beat...another and another. You became short of breathe and you feel that life is gonna end. All you could think is just how much you love and care so much. Blinded by their own selfish feelings to see the truth, they forgotten why they fall for you in the first place.

Sometimes even when you know your special one long enough....
Sometimes the person that hurt you the most is the person that you love the most....

-Ashahry