Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Cleansing and Virtues
The start of Ramadan. The month of pure cleansing and virtues.
I'm so happy I'm born as a Muslim and Islam is my religion to my grave.
It's always been a challenge from young and till where i am right now, to be a better person each day.What ever it is, its all about reflection. Events that came and past by whether its good or a bad one.Living our life to the utmost fullest just be happy with what you have my fellow readers.
Remember when we're gone from this earth surface, all our possession will be left behind.
To my fellow Muslim, the obstacle that we go through in this special month is just a test for us as we fast.Its all about "wanting". Be strong, you will overcome it if you believe in yourself. Have faith and you be much more stronger as a person.
Lastly, remember that everything comes with a price is easily replace, things that are priceless are the ones that we earn by our hearts. So when you happen to have the opportunity of a lifetime, treasure it, you won't know how much it worth until it's lost forever.
Friday, August 7, 2009
What really matters to you?
Think again. Does it really matter? When life is equal to death.
When sands are equal to the oceans. When you put yourself into a situation where all of these things are not a necessity to you anymore.
How funny is it the world right now. Where there is a need for everything when in the beginning we survive with just the basic tools and trades. To be honest, in today modern society it is all about surviving then just living. Well to be fair, majority are trapped in a bubble.
For example; A bubble in a sense that, middle-class working people who live their life just enough to support themselves, working for the government and paying bills and taxes till they age. But importantly i believe they are the heartbeat and stability of the world economy.
Too many things to achieve in such a short time. To me, we must always remember that in life there is a balance. We must always be content with what we have and what we don't have and even through the hardest of times and the easiest, there are actually life lesson behind every path we take. Open up your heart and mind before every decision that you make.
Thus the decision that you take, will eventually feed your soul. The one soul that keeps your body in motion.
Friday, July 31, 2009
This lifetime
Born to see the light of day and the darkest hours of the night.
One of my lifetime that i will keep with me forever. Alhamdullilah.
To me this is the most purest gift that god has created.
Just to wake up from bed and see the world again. That is the best gift ever.
Sometimes i felt that it won't be long. Visions of the reality seems too heavy to accept.
To me what i search for are not things that come with price tags and brands but life lessons and skills that prepare me for the final day. Its possible to lead a life like that but preferably just lead a life that have a balance. Average and content.
We are not like angels which is pure and sinless. Nevertheless there are ways that we could cleanse ourself.Spiritually and physically. It is not to late. Better late than never. The world gonna end someday. Regardless of our race or religion, skin or language. We are all part of god creation.
Seek for peace and forgiveness. Someday you readers will feel what i felt too.
That is a gift and so are you.
- Ashahry
Friday, May 15, 2009
Pool of emotions

"I have a feeling of being torn apart. Those two faces resemble two sides of me and the red is my feeling. Those small hands at the bottom are constantly reaching out or maybe to pool the emotions together and the blue color at the foreground, that's the exterior of it all. Whats inside is not what you see outside. The positive and the negative thinking like the 2 sides of the person the good and the bad"
- Ashahry
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Sometimes even when you know your special one long enough....
It doesn't mean that it guarantees that you are in control of what he or she desire.
It doesn't mean that you can foresee or foretell the journey.
Until the day it come crashing down on you.
Like a pile of dreams of love & life stories smashes and breaks onto your face in to small pieces of glasses that reflected on the each other...the small hopes that everyday you prayed for.
Until the day it come crashing upon you, you realize that all your effort and sacrifices are just worthless. Worthless in the sense that it doesn't sum up to what you pledged with your special someone, the promises that you said to each other.You slowly pick up a piece of glass from the shattered pieces and you grab in the palm of your hand. You clench as hard as possible so that it pierces through your flesh. Then you felt satisfied because that is how the pain feels externally.
Today is your day to cry. One day will be theirs. Internally your heart misses a beat...another and another. You became short of breathe and you feel that life is gonna end. All you could think is just how much you love and care so much. Blinded by their own selfish feelings to see the truth, they forgotten why they fall for you in the first place.
Sometimes even when you know your special one long enough....
Sometimes the person that hurt you the most is the person that you love the most....
-Ashahry
Sunday, April 5, 2009
How many?
How many seconds?
How many tears and joy you see in your parents eyes?
How many step you took?
How many hours a day you travel?
How many sleepless nights?
How many times you feel that you are special?
How many words you speak?
How many times you wake up and you got a chance to see the world again?
-Ashahry
Monday, March 23, 2009
Humanity
No matter what race, religions, languages or even species, we are human after all. Through the hard times and historical events that occurs in the past, that what made us what we are today. We are the survivors, the last living prodigies of this living race on earth today. Generations after generations we evolved and molded. Yes we became a race. Humanity that once didn’t even exist. But do we act like one?
No matter what are the circumstances, we knew that we are distracted. By what? Well its evidently the truth. We seek for what we believe in and for all that we care by the end of the day, those pointed fingers that you mock, protest, slay, killed, its still us, the human race. No doubt, majority of us aware of these behaviors and propaganda circulating. Its the nature of our brains to react to this kind of situation. With the media all around us. We took advantage, but how it brainwashes and stereotypes to what one person beliefs is another. The greed of one person changes all the outcome. A chain of reaction than leads to cumulative feelings outburst itself to the scenarios we don’t even imagine. Greed controls one person kindness to the other ones advantage. It destroys but just imagine what other things you can do if you have the control over the world it self if you got the “formula”, but deadly in the wrong geniuses hand.
Humans also are greedy for knowledge. Its either good or bad. Well knowledge is the power that works like pistol. Imagine the right combination of a gunpowder, the material of the bullet and the velocity that hits into the brain. Vast of knowledge in an instant. True? As a result, it open up our minds into a different world. How we view the world today may not be same as before or the future. Eventually it triggers off questions. Questions after questions until we are satisfied.
Are we content what we have today? Whatever the answer that lies in your heart and mind, we have to be strong and keep the faith. Even from the different roots of our forefather that we came, the different religions and teachings that we belief in, we have to respect one another and also a helping hand in times in need. By the end of the day, every beginning of the journey we took, has its different routes and paths. Every choice that we made have its different ending.
Ultimately appreciate what we are today because we are gifted with souls, heart, mind and feelings. We are humans for god sake.
Personally to me when something, an emotion or an action becomes greedy, the cause is lost.
- Ashahry
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The Key
Is it real or is it just a human infatuation to something that doesn’t even exist at all. Or did we human developed this expression?
People get in and out from breakups, marriages, even religion. Or did god just simply put ‘magnets’ in our souls so that we do attract to people when we feel right. Its fascinating to the theory opposite attracts. Why do we attract? Simply because there is a balance in life. Hence love create streams of life which leads to never ending adventure in a novel. Like keys on the piano different pitches and tones simulate different reaction to feeling and mood.
From here, its a chain reaction when someone’s in love. A trigger that is pure yet deadly.Sometimes love itself is a time-bomb. Every second it ticks you get deeper in the dark hole alone. And you feel its killing you. Like electron into your veins, a trigger button that changes humans to animals. You get trap in a vicious cycle call depression.
Typical of us to foresee this circumstances in front of us like a crash dummy into a brick wall. But let me remind you. You still in love. You become blinded and only sense you could use is your basic instinct.Sometimes love itself is the one thing.
To shape an animal to a human, its hard. Its true. A second chance to get back to your once perfect life that you had before you found love. How ironic.